In the PITT with my eyes wide open!

People can do some of the most sneaky vendictive things to you while posing as your friend. And of course it is a woman! I really only have a handful of "Girl Friends" but I would love to have more. I am a caring and loyal person to EVERYONE I meet. Not only if you will be my friend. It is in my nature, that is who I am. But because I am this nice, easy-going, calm, centered spirit, people think that they can walk over top of me. My Grandmother (bless her heart) always says to me "Tomika, what would Jesus do? When they slap you you must turn the other cheek". Yes, this can be found in the bible, and I have grown up my whole life knowing that this can be found in the bible. But I also know that Jesus wasnt a fool and he wasnt a punk! He would have never let people get away with some of the things that I have had to endure because of the question "What would Jesus do?"

So here I am, 2009, 30 years old, and I find myself back in the pitt again! I spell pit with two T's because I want you to understand the attacks that this pitt has me under. (adding one extra T may make you understand it or it may not but to me the extra T symbolizes something other than the normal attacks) Anyhooooo... I get angry when I allow people to treat me this way. I first am angry with them but I truly am angry with myself. I should have never let them get that close enough to hurt me in this way. But I really dislike sneaky, stab-you-in-the-back people. And that was what I was faced with today. Am I surprised?After looking over the situation with my eyes wide open, no! But this is what happens when you look at the glass half full. I am rambling on and on out of anger, so I will put you out of your misery. Tomorrow will be a better day. Blessed and highly favored is what I am! Until next time: Know who your friends are, examine your colleages just as you would if you met them on the street and stay in Love at all times at any cost!