The dash is about to begin. I am in a state of excitement, nervousness, happiness, anxiety all of that and more. I watched football last nite and the best way I can think to describe the state that I am in is to take a description from sooo many football movies that I have watched. The feeling that I am having is very similar to when the football players arrive at the field on game day. The lights are not on-but they no that they are coming on; the fans are not there-but they know that the fans are coming; and all seems to be still around him except for the thoughts running through his head and the feelings shooting through his body.
This is how I feel. I have attempted to prepare in the best ways that I can. I have set my classroom up early, I have started looking for books and planning material everywhere I could think of. I am extremely happy, nervous, anxious and excited ALL at the same time!
I will be back to work in few short days. It is still two more weeks before the children come but I know they are coming! Again, preparation, preparation, preparation fills my head. And when I feel like I am as prepared as I'm going to get, then in comes more anxiety, excitement and nervousness. But I have to find my Zen-full place and my calming space.
God blessed me with this opportunity and he would have never given me something that I couldn't handle or something that I was not prepared for! Thank you Father for my opportunity and I will make you proud to call me your child!
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