Just Thinking...

It is official. As with every relationship there comes a time when the honeymoon is over....AND you know and realize it. People just don't seem as helpful anymore, they are a little more snippy and again, the honeymoon is over.

I am enjoying my classroom, my class and just the whole aspect of teaching. I am always very nervous about either looking like I am trying too hard or I want to seperate my self by doing something different. So I am trying to find a balance. But the way it is, they (the three teachers in the other classrooms) are established in that company. They know the rules and they know what's coming up next. As for me I am not and I don't. This is the time for me to make a name for myself in this company and the buzz is definately circulating and I pray that it is all great buzz.

It is my first year and unlike some people I am really thinking about the expirences of the children. I am enjoying working with these ladies but I am feeling like my good friend Hema did when she first arrived at SASA. You get the "do whatever you want"'s and it feels annoying and frustrating to me. But none the less, I am in a happy place as far as work and even with school I am moving right along with that. I am computer challenged because I no longer have the laptop from SASA (as my crazy laptop started trippin a long time ago) and the jacked up computer from SASA that was given to me hasn't worked right for quite some time. So I am left with trying to get my school work done at work either during planning times or after school. Its not fun but what caan you do?! But through adversity, I am doing my best to make it happen!